reading disturbing/interesting wikipedia articles is like one of the best things
need to step my movie game up
dare
journal notes:
5:00 am new years eve - eating a bag of peanut m&m’s
No more “why me?” thoughts - taking my lumps and controlling what I can. I just wish this door of finality wasn’t so wide open in my life. What do I have to sell to keep good conversation and a little depth?
If only.
In a completely unrelated note, why does porn that has women trying to keep a straight face in public/or working while getting fucked have to be so good?
yup
trying to lift my own spirits for once.
dumped.
after a year.
for not “showing my feelings enough”. lol.
happy fucking new years.
i quit. i don’t know what to do. i’m losing everybody. nothing i can even write at the moment to try and comprehend this.
world’s dumbest wisdom toof.
enough baked ziti, sausage & peppers / glazed cookies in my system to last me a week.
thanks aunt d. good food and company is like the best gift.