how do i apologize to everyone and get them in my life again
not the same person i was a month ago, or 5, or 10, or 4 years ago.
always a fool though.
apetite hard to come by now-a-days.
my pops has had a zen room for like a year and i’ve only just used it to fuck around on the korg, so i actually tried to just fucking mellow out and it kinda worked. not a weirdo i swear!
oh man whirlwind of emotioooons, i need robot parts
tonight was the worst night. i must’ve been a really shitty person like hitler or ed gein in my other life.
it’s cool seeing people in their prime.
can’t seem to stray from the braindead.
stuffs
the great equalizer: the truth and greatness will always be discovered. whether it takes a day, a year, or 100 years.
putting expectations on people is a faulty method of thinking. it’s taken me 20+ years to realize that. a new day is a new day and people will fail you in a myriad of ways. as you will fail them.
dogs will make you less lonely (i need a dog)
best thing i ever did was stop drinking soda/eating candy a few years ago. easy to do, too.
bread is a good staple
some people become a little more tangible in my dreams.
