The next week is going to be very hectic and I probably won’t sleep at all.
I’ve thought so much about the moment but it’s strange its happening when its the most muted. I really don’t care either way. It’s something I’ve spoke on feeling right. I don’t care what you’ve done to me.
I really want to believe that things do pay off in life. Paying off in this sense is seeing people that mean a lot to you. I’m sure I am surrounded by people in Florida that others would love to be around, and in the same sense I’m envious towards people I’m not privileged to see or talk to often.
I don’t care how ugly the road you took to got there as long as you do, and my fucking god its been a hell of a roller coaster. Ideal or not, I’ve been trying for a long ass time. And I’ve done it without trying to hurt anybody, even though I probably have. I can be a dick to a lot of people but I absolutely hate hurting people I love.
I’m doing this for me, only because I know how much this means to me.