lopster

Until your used to my face
And my mystery fades

I got you
So baby love me
Before they all love me

Until you won’t love me
Because they all left me

I’ll be different
I think I’ll be different
I hope I’m not different

And I hope you’ll still listen


I’m a hypocrite. Guilty of dipping in the same debauchery that makes my stomach churn. I never look at myself. I figure at the very least, whatever I do has zero impact on most people and at this moment is seems much more evident than ever before. However, I’m hilariously wrong in most facets of my life so maybe I do impact people. Its ironic that when I’ve been steadily surrounded is when I’ve felt the most alone.

It doesn’t really hurt. I don’t have time to think about much as I have, but I still have my moments. I don’t know. Loneliness is subjective. I’m sure if I reach out to certain people I can get a response, but who wants that? A nice message or reassurance goes a long way. Don’t take it for granted, people.

I’m aimlessly wandering trying to find out where I’m going in life and the only way to truly find out is by myself. I’m not sure what to believe anymore. I’m not looking for love. I just want a constant happiness very few are able to provide, possibly of no fault but my own.

Not trying to get Kris Humphried


You are missed.


partying so much latelyyy

missdaquietlife


Long ass day.

Started off awkward, Halloween Horror Nights was pretty fun though. GOT STUPID SCARED


"You look like you’re gaining weight"

Music to my ears


Trying times are not without its benefits. I’ve learned a lot both good and bad about myself and people and feelings and how something you once thought could not be replicated could be, and at the same time hold itself so personal and different that it cannot be. All this in the last few months.

Whether or not I’m wanted, I’m always right here if you ever want to talk. You aren’t alone, trust me in this. Don’t ever think like that. You know where to find me .. even if its the last thing you want. People do care. Sometimes it hurts a little too much to care.


What horrible sleep.


There is no chance, no destiny, no fate, that can hinder or control the firm resolve of a determined soul.


I’ve been stepping my shoe game up the past month. Been slacking.


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