sometimes shit has to be all or nothing, huh.
time has always truly been my worst enemy. my worst vice or trait growing up from kindergarten throughout highschool has always been my patience. everything needed to happen asap and if not, the next day. i soon realized whatever (toy) or (girl) or (money) or (place to go) that i wanted, actually wasn’t worth me getting so worked up or trippin’ about it.
i’m paying for it tenfold now. live and learn.
and she bad, so maybe she wont.. but shit, then again.. maybe she will.
i’ve been staring at my penis a lot recently, no idea why. its actually pretty A+
me being horny = me talking to hoes i would otherwise not come into contact with / talk to ever. not saying they’re worthless but i feel guilty as fuck. just kind of doesnt feel right. ah well. never said you’d be proud of me, mama
why am i looking forward to something i have no right to be looking forward too? damnit. winter. i guess i just like winter. and its chances. its always been pretty good to me. no more blizzard though, thanks.
just want to leave my norm and do what the fuck i want to do.