Everything is mostly situated. I feel like shit because I took a 1 hour nap after sleeping only 2 hours today, I feel mostly accomplished though. I still have to look for a hotel but other than that, I’m good. Work actually didn’t schedule me on my requested days off.
I realized I haven’t written much in this blog lately. I guess it’s good. It’s not that anything has changed, really. I still don’t get why things are happening but I’m taking it in stride. I guess the people that are in my life, want to be in my life. Still, I’m doing something I think is just long overdue. You know that gut feeling right? Always follow it. Maybe this trip will be enlightening and something I really, really needed. One can hope. At the very least, maybe I can gain a friend back that I feel like I’ve lost even if it isn’t the case. I don’t want to dwell on the negatives though. As I’ve said before, I can’t take everything as a slight or a reason. Sometimes things just happen even if it wasn’t intended.
So yeah, I’m excited because I think it’s going to be a fun time. I just want smiles and some good fucking times. Let a nigga get that