nothing like seeing people go through crazy struggles to make certain parts of my life seem trivial.
+ my beard coming along nicely
- slacking on gym/waiting for new bike valve to pump it
+ finding good restaurants near me i usually walked past
- orlando as a whole
+ fall weather
+ basketball season, football
+/- helping my mom out with money
+ following my dreams
i guess stuff could be worse!
my grandma has hung on so long being sick. all she does is sleep now. it fucking kills me that i can’t do a damn thing about it.
going to repay you somehow, in this life or next.
funny how insecurity used to be my biggest issue and now its my biggest pet peeve.
i’ve become somebody i’ve swore against.
how can i be so extremely opposite from how i used to be? can’t i just be a happy medium?
thursdays = my lethargic days
anyway, sap fest over. big krit on the 10th.
best year for shows for me in a minute.
im going to try this new thing called setting goals.
just some motivation, im waaaaaay tooooo comfortable. i wanna get my own place by next year and go back to school.
i dont write much anymore. i guess its cause i havent felt any swing of emotion in any way for a long time. im happy but im not overjoyed. not sad. not angry. just living. working. my girl treats me good. i just miss newness and unpredictability, but not too much. idk. rambling.