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also hooray to me for reading a book for the first time in forever. like, really? i’m a binge reader to the fullest. 

infinite jest is also 3x bigger than i thought it would be. no worries, though.


getting dexter wansel’s number is pretty fucking cool, not going to lie.


boy is it hard to create without inspiration. gotta make my own.

also, magic are 2-0. i dont know how. this makes me happy. almost as happy as when the lakers lose.


nothing like seeing people go through crazy struggles to make certain parts of my life seem trivial.


+ my beard coming along nicely

- slacking on gym/waiting for new bike valve to pump it

+ finding good restaurants near me i usually walked past

- orlando as a whole

+ fall weather

- lethargy

+ basketball season, football

+/- helping my mom out with money

+ following my dreams

i guess stuff could be worse!


my grandma has hung on so long being sick. all she does is sleep now. it fucking kills me that i can’t do a damn thing about it.

going to repay you somehow, in this life or next.


funny how insecurity used to be my biggest issue and now its my biggest pet peeve.


i’ve become somebody i’ve swore against.

how can i be so extremely opposite from how i used to be? can’t i just be a happy medium?



thursdays = my lethargic days


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