i dont write much anymore. i guess its cause i havent felt any swing of emotion in any way for a long time. im happy but im not overjoyed. not sad. not angry. just living. working. my girl treats me good. i just miss newness and unpredictability, but not too much. idk. rambling.
things will always fall in and out of place.
healthy dose of conversational stimulation is needed. been gone a while.
insecurities of other people messing up relationships with me. i can only take the same problem going on for so long.
however, its not like i dont know where they are coming from. it truly takes a fuck up, or multiple fuck ups to ensure you don’t act like that again.
is it possible for me to get mad at somebody? probably not. whats wrong w/ me
new addiction: mad men
we out cheaaa
probably should watch the sopranos on netflix. only about 10 yrs late