though as i’ve matured, i’ve found it way harder to even be compatible / interested in holding a conversation with people. wah.
actually i don’t really feel like writing whatever it was.
but yeah, i’m proud of who i am as a person now. i’ve done some really dumb shit but i’ve always been caring and genuine. i wish some people would be introduced to me starting now, but you can’t really take back first impressions so whatevs.
i still have no appetite though and it’s driving me nuts. i feel like my stomach has shrunk.
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cause i actually feel like writing
ill get to it
i think i’ve exhausted my use of interesting people in my life and it’s just downhill from here.
i’ve grown a lot the past few years and i don’t have much to show for it.
i miss watching horror films. haven’t done that in a miiiiinute.
my mom is 50. this feels weird.
wwwweeeelll i’ve learned a lot in the last few years, at least there is that.
beardless i look 16, with a beard im at least 23 which is good
about to spray this lysol down my damn throat, fuck this medicine
things just have to make sense at some point in life right