thursdays = my lethargic days
anyway, sap fest over. big krit on the 10th.
best year for shows for me in a minute.
im going to try this new thing called setting goals.
just some motivation, im waaaaaay tooooo comfortable. i wanna get my own place by next year and go back to school.
i dont write much anymore. i guess its cause i havent felt any swing of emotion in any way for a long time. im happy but im not overjoyed. not sad. not angry. just living. working. my girl treats me good. i just miss newness and unpredictability, but not too much. idk. rambling.
things will always fall in and out of place.
healthy dose of conversational stimulation is needed. been gone a while.
insecurities of other people messing up relationships with me. i can only take the same problem going on for so long.
however, its not like i dont know where they are coming from. it truly takes a fuck up, or multiple fuck ups to ensure you don’t act like that again.