my mom is 50. this feels weird.
wwwweeeelll i’ve learned a lot in the last few years, at least there is that.
beardless i look 16, with a beard im at least 23 which is good
about to spray this lysol down my damn throat, fuck this medicine
things just have to make sense at some point in life right
i can watch gaki no tsukai forever if i wanted
much needed “get fucked up” night tonight. thank god for my boys.
other than that i’m aight. i can actually sleep now which is a plus.
how do i apologize to everyone and get them in my life again
not the same person i was a month ago, or 5, or 10, or 4 years ago.
always a fool though.
apetite hard to come by now-a-days.
my pops has had a zen room for like a year and i’ve only just used it to fuck around on the korg, so i actually tried to just fucking mellow out and it kinda worked. not a weirdo i swear!