lol @ me getting semi emotional to fireworks, I think drake is a pussy but I will always relate to his shit, WHAT DOES THAT SAY ABOUT ME
SBTRKT show was so nice. Sampha is so underrated. I want to go to the Chicago show too!
I wish the local acts before him didn’t perform almost as long sets, but whatever.
Forever wishing I fucked around with Ableton more. One day.
There is so much constant in my life that it’s starting to get boring. I can’t believe I’m complaining about this, and it’s honestly a good thing to complain about, but yo, that up-and-down feeling is so awful when you’re hurt but the peaks make it 10x worth it too. I guess I’m okay with this.
Mom needs money as soon as I get back on my feet. Sigh.
It’s like an neverending cycle. I can’t give her as much as she asked for, but shes thankful for any, plus she’s my mom.
Whenever I leave New York, stuff always goes to shambles. It’s like when I’m there my family is okay and not sick and then once I leave, everything goes bad again. Kind of sucks.
When you’re in rome..
Calf tattoo + tampa with jared next week, sup
Once a month or so I just have this huge fucking difference of opinions in my head. In retrospect, no matter how much I can say that I was wronged, and that I “don’t regret anything”, I feel like in the moment I probably made every misstep I could’ve made.
I’ve lost more than the normal person and that just adds to the fact that I put too much value in people. I wish I had the hindsight to take a step back and relax and realize that most of the things that I stressed over, was not worth it in the slightest.
I’m trying to grow from my mistakes. I really am.