lopster

breaking bad ep was amazing. and drake leaked. decent night, slimes


no lust, no love


rare milwaukee bucks disco record what the helll


this basketball offseason feels like the longest. i want us to good but i also want to tank for wiggins. i bet charlotte or toronto gets him though.


i only watch good movies with one person now-a-days. it takes so much effort for me to watch any movie at all without somebody else


hair game homeless

hair game homeless


i need something for my sleep schedule, its like.. ridiculously awful


in other news, im sort of at a crossroads of what i want to do / where i want to do things in my life but at least i have options.

it’s a matter of weighing it and doing what will be the most rewarding

we’ll see where i end up


truth be told, i do wonder how terri is doing from time to time.

it’s only natural, i suppose. i don’t feel bad about it. there is no underlying feeling with it, especially considering i was in a loving, pretty damn rewarding relationship for over/around a year before just stuff not working out earlier this year.

but still. terri was still one of the most intriguing and knowledgeable people i’ve befriended. i learned a lot from her - shared damn near everything with her.

things did end up sour. i boxed her into places i never intended (when you like somebody you say dumb things) to and left her in shitty positions time and time again where her only option was to hurt me and i deserved it. and even if it was her own doing at times, i don’t hold any ill will towards it. i’m sure we’re two completely different people now, and i know how asinine i was towards certain situations that i can only shake my head at now.

but, it is what it is. regret is for suckers. we’re two strong personalities, and she had an infectious one that fueled a lot of interests i still have to this day.

of course, i’m not holding out for anything - christ, i stopped almost 2 years ago or something now, even if it would be extremely cool to hear from her and check my email one day and be like oh shit. but i don’t expect anything and thats ok, like i’ve stated time and time again on this blog, i never did anything maliciously or with any agenda. hope shes at peace and enjoying life


note to self: it’s never that serious.


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